Masih wujud

Kawan makan kawan, biasa lah tu.
Kawan tikam belakang, biasa jugak.
Kawan cakap belakang, pun biasa.


Tapi pernah dengar tak kawan tak makan kawan, kawan tak tikam belakang dan kawan tak cakap belakang? Siapa kata takde? Luar biasa ke?



Aku cakap ada dan kawan macam tu wujud. Aku rela ada seorang kawan yang macam ni daripada beratus ratus kawan (sila rujuk tiga baris pertama di atas).

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Cover tu buat aku rasa seksi. Rawr!

Tolong jangan jadi bodoh

Tolong jangan jadi bodoh sebab lelaki. Dan juga cinta.

Jangan sebab cinta kau jadi buta.
Jangan sebab cinta kau jadi bodoh.
Jangan sebab cinta juga kau jadi sedih.


Nasihat. Memang aku boleh bagi. Tapi terpulang pada kau untuk terima atau tak. Ingat aku tak sedih ke bila hari hari aku dengar kau sedih dan tertekan. Aku boleh je nak marah kau sebab jadi bodoh, tapi siapa lah aku nak menentukan hidup kau. Aku pun boleh je nak maki lelaki tak tak guna tu, tapi aku takut aku pulak yang kena maki sebab sibuk pasal hal orang.

Sudah sudah lah bersedih. Mari, mulakan hidup baru. Kebahagiaan kau bukan terletak pada siapa yang betul betul akan menghargai kau. Tapi diri kau sendiri yang menentukannya.


Siapa kata hidup single ni bosan? Aku cool je.

Bila rasa hidup serba tak kena

Beberapa hari ni hidup tak menentu. Semua rasa macam tak kena. Banyak benda nak kena fikir. Selera makan pun tak menentu. Tidur pun ayik lewat sebab mungkin dah terbiasa tidur lewat hasil daripada kehidupan di hostel.



Otak pun rasa macam lembab. Nak baca sesuatu pun kena ulang berkali kali baru boleh faham. Apa sudah jadi?

Malam semalam

Pertama kali aku balik dalam keadaan lapar. Kenapa? Sebab pagi tu aku ada exam. Habis exam ramai gila orang kat cafe. Aku malas. Naik bilik, tidur sampai pukul 4pm. Kemas bilik, kemas baju, pergi mandi. Makan Nesvita dua paket.

Aku turun bilik Yam 6pm lebih camtu laa. Sebab takut duduk sorang sorang kat tingkat 9. Rasanya semua orang dah balik. Lepak lepak baca buku, online, tengok Yam kemas barang. Lepas Isya', terus gerak pergi Putra bersama Yam, Jannah, Rinie dan kawan Jannah. Sampai sana lebih kurang 930pm. Nak pergi McD tak sempat sebab bas pukul 10pm.

Hasilnya, borong sandwich satu sorang dan duduk bersila di tepi tiang sambil makan. Dah tak peduli orang tengok ke apa ke. Pukul 945pm camtu, bas sampai. Terus naik. 10pm tepat, bas gerak.

Gila sejuk dalam bas. Dah pakai sweater pun sejuk lagi. Aku keluarkan jubah, buat selimut. Jubah memang wajib ada dalam beg setiap kali balik. Lebih kurang pukul 3am sampai Kerteh.

Sampai rumah, online kejap. Pastu tengok TV. Rasa lapar pulak. Nampak ada lauk atas meja. Rembat pinggan, letak nasi, ambil lauk. Makan sambil tengok TV. Habis makan, lepak tengok TV lagi. Lepak lepak kejap, masuk tidur.

Hari ni berehat je. Malas lagi nak keluar. Pergi buat kad bank BSN memandangkan kad matrik rosak. Budus. Dah laa elaun baru masuk. Nasib baik ada buku akaun BSN. Dah 18 tahun baru nak buat kad.

I'M HOME!

845pm - CFS IIUM, PJ
930pm - Hentian bas Putra
3am - Kerteh


I'm home! Cuti mid sem seminggu. Kawan kawan, jom dating!

Boring

Bold the statements that ARE true to you. Italicize the statements that you WISH were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons
I hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. (HAHA)
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes. (not all though, some are awesome)
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family.